Kirstinfae

Willing to bet if she had her way
she'd remove herself from here –
moving along from all these dull plains
past her stowaway history
She would find herself in a different world
with a different make-belief
And born in the light of her new adventures
she would cease to be

A taste of freedom, taste of flight
Piece of heaven, piece of night
Lost in daydreams, ones so real
...She is too far to feel
With scent of morning in her hair
And snow falling, softly there
Prone to wisdom, one so old
...Though she was never told


//work in progress//

A world unseen
Until in your eyes I was born
Among your daydreams of
the places that fill your thoughts
with the joys of lighter days
than these

A soul unfelt
Until in your hands I was made
Among your impressions of
the traces that fill your pores
with the touches of warmer days
than these

A heart unreal
Until in your mouth I was forged
Among your illusions of
the chases that fill your tongue
with the cravings of longer days
than these

A life unsure
Until in your name I was found
Among your expectations of
the faces that fill your hopes
with the promises of better days
than these

With April Fools in the past the weather is slowly changing on us, the sun more confident and the clouds increasingly shy. It's not so long ago since Spring began, but already another season in ready to step up and take over. This fickle synergy is not just limited to nature. It's been knocking on my door for a while now, confronting me with the nearing prospect of my academic release. Honestly, I can't believe it; just another 2 months until I will have finished college. Until I will have received my oh so fancy sounding 'bachelor of communication'. I find myself flushed with some sort of anxious fever at the thought of it. A proud and pleasant fever, though it also feeds on my wild ambition and professional expectations. Yes, you might say I am ready to join the job hunters. A thought no longer casual, due to the unpredictable $environment$... but quite exhausting. Intimidating. Although I am very eager to start working, don't get me wrong. I just hope it won't be such a long and harsh search.

Well, first of all I'd like to wish everyone a merry Christmas - and not in the last a happy new year A bit late, but oh well... ^^ I've been admiring the weather a lot the past couple of weeks. Especially this week with all the snow, resulting in a snow-covered madness that's quite enchanting. You might think that the Netherlands is a cold country anyway, and it is, but we rarely get to experience a white Christmas. Yet, this year we've done it! I've been taking lots of pictures to 'collect evidence' of the magical enivorment that suddenly dawned on us. As you might notice when thumbing through my gallery.

Anyways, I hope you're enjoying the weather and the subsequential coziness as much as I am. This long lost winter has truly awakened my Christmas spirit!

Love to all!
And remember, it's not the gifts that count but the people you're with.

I made this funny 55 second video using Barbies to portray the main characters of a story I wrote a while back for a school assignment.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=L_QhoT…

I hope you'll help me fulfill the goal; getting 5000 views on Youtube.
Yes, I know.... a massive amount. Which is why I need some help.

Please check out the video. I'm sure you'll enjoy it. Every time I watch it it still makes me smile.


Love,
Kirstin